Just reflecting

I have been sitting here thinking and it just hit me that I have so much to be thankful for. As I sit back and reflect on the way things were in my rad world not even a year ago I realized that I havent heard the ugly words my little guy used to say so often. "I hate you grandma", Youre stupid", Shut-up", "You cant make me", "Im gonna kill you". I havent seen the anger in his little eyes, the defiance in his looks.
God I thought I would never get past those days. Its been a week or more since I have seen my little guy and I miss him more than words can ever express, but I am so thankful for the behaviors I dont see anymore and could live a life time without seeing them again.

Praying for Miracles sometimes they do come true

For a long time now I have been sitting in the background watching and waiting for things to explode. Much to my amazement nothing has happened out of the ordinary. Maybe my little guy is changing and learning to manage.